healing ministry

Last week on the 16th March to 20th March, my mum's church held a "healing prayer". A group of Korean (about 60 of them) came for ministry. In the beginning, I was very refuse to go to the church. My mum told me that the Koreans can heal my hand with their prayer... Imagine just go to church and sit there to let them pray and you will be heal? I don't really believe lor... my mum so naive. If really can be heal... we don't need doctors and specialist... But anyway... I was force to go on Wednesday...

Had some arguments with my mum due to she force me to let them pray. Imagine... laying down on the mattress and let them pray... I was so refuse... I told her not to force me but she kept on persuading me. and also telling others to persuade me.... I'm so pissed off. finally I surrender... and let them pray... Just after i laid down, my mum came knelt down and telling the pastor and interpreter that I have backslide and also my hand pain... and she cried.... The pastor asked my mum whether she could leave us alone and my mum went away...

The weird thing was the pastor told me that I looks and act happy for everyone but inner me I was depress and lonely... and I will never express my feelings to friends and family... My tears drop out of sudden...

Overall, I went there for 3 days... and saw lots of miracle... and demon posses... The Koreans really a miracle for me.