Today i went to sit for my driving test.. And I passed!! Unbelievable rite? Right till this moment I'm still can't imagine that I really can drive a car. And officially got a license.
For the past 3 days, I felt so nervous and stress. I couldn't even eat n sleep well. I didn't dare to tell anyone that I m going for the test... I'm scared that I will fail and by then people will start to question me can I really drive? I hate that kind of feelings.
I made things from impossible to possible. I can't do this by myself.. Is through God. While I m sitting for the test, lots of miracle happens. Not much car on the road.. The testers were so kind to me. The cars even slow down to let me over took them.
Today Is the day for me to remember always!!

Many of you must have wonder what happen to me lately? Why suddenly I seldom date you guys out for dinner or even for drink? Some of you said I might have mild depression and others said I've becoming antisocial... Well guys... I myself also don't know what's the matter with me...
I'm so stirred up... I can't imagine what's happening now is the truth... I can't tolerate anymore with the nonsense... Is so insane....
Everyone is telling me don't worry.. nothing wrong... Is alright ... But who can actually understand my feelings??? Who can ever bare with it.... Dad always go out for drink, and mum lead into depression...
I'm so worry... Not only for my mum.. But my dad... Knowing that he is drunk and need to drive home... Why? Why no one could ever understand how I feel? I just don't want to lose my family... I love them so much ... My cousins blaming me for siding my dad... My brother scolded me for not concerning about my parents...
My dad even left me alone in the church last Saturday... He told me he forgotten to Deliver The soya drinks for his customer and insist Mic to fetch him home. In the end, mic fetch both parents home and I left alone. But Later on he went to that coffee shop for drink knowing that I will be upset...
Now guys u know what's the reason I can't go out... I m afraid... If I m sooo drunk outside like before... I might do silly things...

P/S: 饺子，快点来救我啊。。快活不下去了。。。

First Time driving on the Road

Attended my car lesson for the second time.. after an hour training for the side parking, suddenly my trainer told me "are you prepare to drive on the road? " Wow.... Suddenly my heart beats so fast... automatically I answered him " huh? so fast? But I'm scared... " Mr Andy, my trainer laughed and told me not be to scared... So here we go.... First time driving on the road and the road is often heavily congested with traffic... Gosh.... I just silently pray to God for wisdom and protection... Guess what Mr. Andy told me that my face was so pale.... haha.... Luckily everything went smoothly....

Oh yea... when we were on our way to the driving centre, its started raining...I was so worried because it will affect my training... So I started to pray... Dear Lord, please let the rain to go away so that I can learn and drive safely... God really answered my prayers. The rain stop as soon as we reached the centre... Thank You Lord..... I Love you so muchhhh.....

The World is so ... sick......

Yesterday I read a shocking news from FB and newspaper...A 2 yrs old toddler from China , Fo Shan being run over by 2 separate vehicles and left to die by passers-by last week. One by one, no fewer than 12 passers-by just ignore the badly injured girl. None of them stops to help or rescue her...They clearly notice the child, as some motorists swerve to avoid her body. After three people walk past, a different truck runs over the young girl again.Imagine how cruel can it be???!!!! If one of the three people were to rescue her, she won't be hit again by the 2nd truck!!!!

Finally there's a 58 yrs old cleaner,  picked up her body and alerted her mother so that she could take the child to the hospital. She suffered serious brain damage and expected to die.  

Why did no one stop to help???? Where is their morality???? Won't they feel guilty, upset,and pain for ignoring the little child. She is just 2 yrs old...She is so innocence. China doesn't have a Good Samaritan law protecting those who stop to give aid, and some speculate that fear of being blamed or prosecuted for the girl's injury made so many pass without stopping???


P/S Poor child, she is now R.I.P... Doctors announced her death last night.... 

不孝子

After a hectic day at shop, decided to rest at home In the evening... But after received a call from my mum, my mood got stir up. Guess what, my uncle ...no.. I shouldn't call him my uncle... He is not worth to become my uncle...he Shud be called a jerk... He chased out my grandma out from his house...

Now you must have a thought that my grandma must have done some mistake and therefore he chased her out... No!!! This poor old lady can't even walk and yet need to wash their clothes everyday... For 15 yrs, she took care of their children and right now he told my grandma, his children grown up and they can take care of themselves.

I really can't sleep at all... I felt so upset for my grandma... When I called her, she didnt even complain a single word. She just told me that she need rest. I really wonder why there is such a jerk on the earth whom treated his mother so badly? Well I do believe this world is very fair... How he treats his mum, he will be treat the same...

I guess I can sleep now... Nitezzzzzz

Bangkok Trip

29/8 to 3/9/11


Last minute decided to get some stocks at Bangkok. Mic told me that he wants to experience new things so he said he want to drive up there... Everyone thought that we were crazy. From KL to BKK and back here took around 3000km. Is so impossible... But Mic told me is POSSIBLE... After reconsidering, I've decided not to worry so much, just pack my things and off we go...We even invited my mum to follow us.. Lately she was upset with my dad... Hopefully this trip will bring her some joy thou...

Monkey on the truck... Some said 2 securities looking after their coconuts. 

First stop, Hua Hin beach... 

 Can you imagine HOW beautiful this world is?? How great is Our God for him to create such beautiful world for us.... Thank you Lord!

 Sun rise... I couldn't wake up so early in the morning.. Mic manage to get a few nice photos for me... 

It was so happen that on the 31st Aug was our 12th Anniversary. Frankly, I was totally forggotten about it till Mic told me he was going to bring me for our Anniversary's dinner... The view from 45th Floor was so romantic... You can look at the nite view of Bkk from there... Thanks to my hubby for the dinner...

Looking at this photo,I can feel how sad my mum was... Although she was smiling, but inner her was so sad...

Been very busy lately... Travelling here and there... Things happen one after another.... Really tired and can't bare with it anymore. But before I continue with my stuff, I wanna blog about my dearest cousin, TYL. She is getting married today and yet I couldn't attend her "BIG day"... sighz... I'm so happy and excited for her. She is gonna start her new chapter of life. Right now, I just gonna wait for the 2 lovely couple to come back to K.L for the wedding dinner... Can't wait for the days to come....