Many of you must have wonder what happen to me lately? Why suddenly I seldom date you guys out for dinner or even for drink? Some of you said I might have mild depression and others said I've becoming antisocial... Well guys... I myself also don't know what's the matter with me...
I'm so stirred up... I can't imagine what's happening now is the truth... I can't tolerate anymore with the nonsense... Is so insane....
Everyone is telling me don't worry.. nothing wrong... Is alright ... But who can actually understand my feelings??? Who can ever bare with it.... Dad always go out for drink, and mum lead into depression...
I'm so worry... Not only for my mum.. But my dad... Knowing that he is drunk and need to drive home... Why? Why no one could ever understand how I feel? I just don't want to lose my family... I love them so much ... My cousins blaming me for siding my dad... My brother scolded me for not concerning about my parents...
My dad even left me alone in the church last Saturday... He told me he forgotten to Deliver The soya drinks for his customer and insist Mic to fetch him home. In the end, mic fetch both parents home and I left alone. But Later on he went to that coffee shop for drink knowing that I will be upset...
Now guys u know what's the reason I can't go out... I m afraid... If I m sooo drunk outside like before... I might do silly things...

P/S: 饺子，快点来救我啊。。快活不下去了。。。