Yesterday evening received a call from Ah Kwan. She told me that her daughter, zhi Yen skipped class since last week. She request me to transfer her to Klang so that she can study and stay here with me. Frankly, I'm not prepare to be a mum. Right now I have lots of freedom. Whatever I want to do or wherever I want to go, I can go. I don't need to worry about anything. Besides freedom, my financial is now just enough for me to spend. If she staying with us, I need to sacrifice everything... Am I responsible enough to take care of her? Am I selfish for not letting her to stay at my house? What will she going to be if she really continue to stay at Serendah without parents love? If she turn up to be bad, will I hate myself forever? Will I blame myself? can I face the consequences?

Just finish watching the movie "Ice Kacang Puppy Love". Is a very touching movie thou... while I watching this movie, my mind kept on thinking on Zhi Yen. Lee Sin Jie as Fighting Fish (打架鱼)became very rebellious towards her mother cause she hates her mum for leaving her dad. Same goes to Zhi Yen. Ah Kwan divorce with her husband, leaving them with her grandma. No parents love and family life for her. Not only her but for Zhi Xuan and Zhi Ying... I really feel pity on them. Out of sudden, I really wish my uncle is here... If he is still here, I don't think such thing will happen...