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10th Dec 2010 - RIP to Alviss KOng

Love kill... 10th Dec 2010, a young man committed suicide by jumping off the 14th floor of the Ketumbar Heights, Cheras after he failed to get her back. Before his suicide, he posted his farewell note on fb together with a photo that was taken by him shortly before he die...

I don't want to blog much about him at here... For the past few days I was thinking about him. about Love. What is love? Why there's someone out there will kill themselves for love? Is it worth? Then what about those people who struggling to live. Fighting for life? Life is precious. We can't end our life just like that... We have to think about our parents...

Lucky for me... For all these years, I never think of suicide at all no matter how sad I am. In fact, I have a bunch of good friends. They were there for me to overcome my depression. I've been through a lot for love... Of coz I won't mention it here because its already a past tense for me... and I don't wish to recall all those sad story...

To those people out there, if you ever think of suicide, please don't do it... You might think that Alviss is a hero. He sacrifice his life for love... But.... Love is not everything... You still have family members and friends... They care for you... They love you... Think positive... You might think is not worth living without him/her. But that's just a temporary thoughts. After a month or two, you might forget him/her. I read a post the other day. Its written there ... " When you have been rejected or dumped... it is because God thinks that you deserve someone better!" I truly agreed with the statement. If he/ she don't love you then get someone who really cherish you....

this photo was taken by him shortly before he die...

his farewell note....

Alviss countdown at Fb before he died... and his last words to his sister at Brunei...

My 27th Bday

2010 - 11 - 26 was a moment to remember. Why I said so? Because that day was full of surprises and laughters. In the afternoon, I went out with Fang Ting for lunch. We had an early lunch actually because I have to rush back for another meet up with Jerry. Jerry was on leave on that day. I don't know what's the actual reason that he took leave, but everytime I asked him why, he just told me that because it was my birthday... Well, I don't know whether I should trust him or not. The fact was he really did spent his whole afternoon and night with me... Should appreciate his accompany....

This year I didn't really organize my birthday gathering. Why? 2 reasons. First, I was not around before my birthday... I know them a lot. I know they are those last minute boys and girls. I can't plan well because I'm totally pack with my own things the day before my birthday. In fact, I was fully booked for the whole week. You want to know why and what I am so busy on? check my blog and you will know. Second reason was I'm lazy... and who will plan for their own birthday... So I passed the ball to Jerry and Victor...

I remembered last year birthday. I was so touched when they took the cake, presents and a bunch of flowers to me at the TN office. Ivan, as usual. He always fool me. Last year he fool me by telling me he was lost in no where. He don't know how to go to that restaurant. I was busy guiding him the road... sigh...after being fool around an hour, finally he just appeared in front of me. This year, he told me he was busy and can't attend. as usual, I feel disappointment and upset. He even slammed my phone when I called him on that day... after an hour, he called back. Just out of no where, he stood in front of me. Really surprise me a lot...

This year birthday present was fully DIY by Victor. Although 8 of them shared to buy the present, but Victor was the one who assemble everything by himself... JL did help him a little... He told me that he just slept few hours everyday till the thing was done. JL complained that he didn't spend time for her because of my present...

You guess what JL gave me for this year present. A huge bear. Can you imagine JL gave me bear? Talking about this bear, really pity Victor. Heard that he carried this bear from Sg Wang to Lot 10. From Lot 10 to Fahrenheit and from Fahrenheit to Pavilion. Definitely there will lots of girls envy on JL because they might thought that the huge cute bear is for her...

The night ended with balloons flew up when I open the car bonnet and there's a banner wishing me happy birthday...I'm really happy indeed. Although this year I didn't received flowers, but the gifts, balloons and the banner... was something special.... and I will treasure it...

When I was back home, Jerry sent me a sms. He hope that next year my birthday will celebrate at the outstation because he already no more ideas for surprises...

Search for new car

Today went to Selayang to search for my new car... Yes... My car... I'm going to learn driving and get my own car...

Under the hot sun, walking from booth to booth. Looking for cars. Micheal suggested to have a Vios for me. But due to some reason, I hope not to have it...

While we were looking at the Nissan march, I saw a BMW328, cost at RM30,500. Once I saw it, Ive already like it. Moreover I love it's ID. It's cool!! But too bad. The road tax is too expensive... Sigh!!!

Since I'm back from Taiwan, I've no free time not even for myself... Have been busy going for therapy, birthday celebration, wedding dinner at Penang, moving house, house warming dinner, and Malacca half day trip... Always intend to spend sometime for myself with myself and friends especially JL and Victor as a token of appreciation for the presents and surprises for my bday but till now I'm still busy with my in laws... sighzzz... I thought that after they moved out, I will be free... But.... I'm WRONG!!!!

We have to go over to their house for lunch and dinner. My mother in law will still control our activities... Sighzzz....

Talking about my HALF DAY trip to Malacca. I'm a bit pissed off. In the begining, I told Mic that don't count me in for the trip. Its totally ridiculous and tiring if to go there just to bet the ship. But Mic told me that he will spend some time for me at the Jonker Street. Besides, there's no chance for me to tell my in laws that I'm not interested on that trip.

You will never imagine that they really spend less than an hour at Jonker Street. We don't even have the chance to really see my things... Can you imagine how selfish they are? sighzzz.... I really don't want to blog about that trip... All I wan to say about it was tiring, boring and pissing me off...

My Activities For The Past 1 week

24th Back from Taiwan

25th Appointment with Prof Kamarul, Bday eve Dinner with Chelsea and Orson

26th Lunch with Fang Ting, then went out with Jerry and had dinner with TN ex coll

27th Accompany my dad to get the Honda Accord, to Uncle Lim hse and had dinner with my parents

28th and 29th Penang trip for cousin wedding

30th Hand Therapy then to New House

1st Dec In Law Moving House, House warming

2nd Therapy, a call from Mic's aunty. Hp lost need to search at Jusco.

3rd Malacca Trip...

Finally today I can really have time for myself at here to blog and watch drama series....

To Taiwan later

Later in the afternoon I'll be flying to Taiwan for trip. Should be an exciting trip because Nicole is our tour leader. But unfortunately, it might turn up to be a nightmare because Nicole might sleep with us... Micheal started to get frustrated because he said he need privacy. I do understand his feelings. But what I can do. I can't do anything because if I insist not to let her sleep with us then she will need to pay for RM200 per room every night for 6 nights. And her stupid company will not pay her back... Sigh~~ I really don't know what to do....

Chelsea's Bday 101010

10 - 10 -10 was a day to remember. Coincidentally tat day were Chelsea's bday and also Jacinta's church wedding ceremony. I did attend for the 2 events. Feel weird why I didn't post Jacinta's church wedding ceremony? Because we weren't allow to take any photo on the ceremony. Don't ask me why cause I also want to know why. Well, I did left early and went to Chelsea's place.

We had our dinner at a Thai Restaurant near Look Out Point. I've wonder myself... how many of us been to Look Out Point? Frankly, I've been there only once... Long time ago when I'm still dating with Micheal. It's totally different now... Few restaurants and cafe... nice view.... So Chelsea and I took lots of photos...

Our day ended with beers at Laundry... I don't think I'm drunk coz I still remember what happen that night... Haha....

Finally I manage to spend some of my free time at here. Lately I've been very busy. Don't get me wrong. I'm not busy going out with my friends but busy going for therapy. Yea... I have to go therapy 4 days per week. 3 days for my spine and 1 day for my hand.

When I started going for spine therapy? Last week. I've been suffering from backache. At first, I thought that I just need some relaxing massage and everything will be fine. But I'm wrong. The pain was from bad to worst. Till sometimes I woke up in the middle of the night cause of the pain. And the worst thing was I couldn't walk much. So, my mum brought me to a chiropractic. He told me that I'm having scoliosis.

What's scoliosis? Scoliosis is a curving of the spine. The spine curves away from the middle or sideways. I just don't understand why I have to bare all these pains. First my hand, and now my spine. When can I stop suffering? Am I going to suffer till the end of my life?

A person who suffering from scoliosis...

Now I know why most of my friends are guys... Maybe I just dunwan to be get hurt anymore. I'm easily get hurt if they say harsh things to me. And I realize that all my guy frens will only bring laughter and joy to me.

July 6th, Chelsea approached me. October 13th, we argued again. Why? FB again. I'm being hurt. This time I really felt hurt. Why our friendship can't maintain long. Why everytime it will just lasted for 3 months and it will "puff" gone into the air.... Why? Why I've to be hurt everytime? Why everytime she have to be so self-centred? Why can't she consider of how I feel?

Alice posted on her wall today. She said that a strong person is the one who forgive and accept everything which happens around. I don't admit I'm strong but how many time I can forgive her? I just wonder... Last few weeks I read on a blog posting about friendship. What's friendship? she said Friendship is very subjective. You can either grab it or throw it away in a short time. And 'Hi' could start one, and a 'Bye' can end one. So what's the fuss worrying so much about what your friend's gonna do or had done ? You life wont end with less of them and wont blossom to max with hell loads of them either way. Quality over quantity in friendship. So ? Why upset yourself so much ?They're not worth it. Move on. Why waste your life on someone whom you no longer love ? Your life is precious, make it worthwhile. Enjoy the memorable sweet time you once had with that friend, smile, and then get over it. Come on, Friends are everywhere...Now I agreed of what she post....

I shouldn't stuck myself with why she treated me like this? I've better things to do... and don't cry over the spilled milk. Just let it pass... life still move on... This is what one of my friend Natata advised me...

Today is the last day of the month, but its my beginning of my nightmare. Due to I can't tolerate the pain of my hand, I've decided to bring forward my appointment for consultation since Prof. Kamarul is at Msia.
So, today is not the day for me. What I've received from Prof. Kamarul was bad news. He said the cause of the electric shock on my scar is due to some complication on the nerve while he was doing the surgery. He said he might accidentally cut off one of my tiniest nerve. Well, all I can said is that I'm just so unlucky.
What I can do now? 3 options given to me. First, under medication with physiotherapy. If this can't work, then I have to choose either 1 option. The first option given to me is to inject the wound to numb the nerves. Which means my palm will be numb forever. Second option is to go for surgery again and see what he can do with it.
I know I have to be strong to face this battle, but why I need to deserve all these?

Butterfly Park instead of Bird Park...1st Sept

Orson promise Bridget to bring her to Bird Park the next day after SPCA trip. Early in the morning when we woke up, Orson help me to cut my hair. This is the first time he cut my hair... After that, we were busy preparing ourselves and here we go.... to Bird park. Frankly, I don't know where is the Bird Park located...and I don't even know there's a Bird Park in KL...

When we reached there, we realize that the entrance fee cost RM 40 per person. So expensive... Then we decided to change our plan to bring her to Butterfly park instead. Nothing much to see there...Just sat on the small hut... chatted wit Chelsea wile waiting for Orson to bring Bridget to walk around.

Later in the afternoon, we headed to Sunway Giza for tea. I bought the Last lecture from there. We hang around there for quite a long time before heading home... There's when my nightmare started.... I hate that moment. I really hate it. after that night, I don't think I know whats the feeling of happiness. I've forgotten the feelings...

Do you ever being scold or yell in public? I did. Mic yelled & scolded me in the public like a dog. Due to some miscommunication, he was angry with me. I admit I did a little wrong but not till I have to deserve to be scolded in public. I have my own point of view. Chelsea purposely fetched me to Subang. I can't just leave her with Bridget and go home. She is not my driver. I called Mic to join us. But he said he wants to rest in the car. After 20 mins, he called me and scolded me. AFTER 5 minutes, he was in front of me yelling & scolding me. Everyone was looking at me... I have my pride too. The story doesn't end here. He yelled at me at the roadside too... Why should I deserve tis kind of treatment? Do I really deserve it?

Our Sweet Memories

Mooncake festival 2010...

Its my 2nd time organizing a steamboat party at my house on Mooncake festival... It's out of my expectation, most of my ex TN colleagues came.Is a moment to remember. I miss all of them... Ivan, Kang Wei, Doren, Jerry, Li Pei, Lawrence, Eric, Vivian and Victor. Miss our times that we spent together..

I'm very upset recently. I don't know somehow nothing could cheer me up. I feel that I've lost my inner self. Trying hard to search back... but still I failed. I don't know what am I suppose to do to carry on living. I'm stuck. I'm as thou a girl without soul and trying her best to search back her soul.

Yesterday, I felt the same... Sad, Disappointment, Miserable... Trying to occupied myself with the event. Preparing foods and etc. I thought that I will feel better at night with my friends around. But still, the feelings haven't subside... Still can't forget and accept what's happening. Trying to be the girl I used to be. Act to be happy, cheerful and naive. Anyhow, I can't deny that in the end I'm happy with their company. Ivan came all the way from KL. Its really out of my expectation cause he told me he is not coming... When I saw him entering my house, I really felt shock and surprise...

My night ended up with a nicely chat with Chee Kin. He came very late due to his work ended at 10pm. Since I left some food for him, he came for his late dinner... When everyone back to their home sweet home... again I m all alone ... and those bad feelings came back to me....

First time took photo with Orson although we knw each other for 15 yrs

Missing those days~

I had a very weird dream Before I continue blogging about others, I have to blog about my dream that I dreamt last night. It was weird but funny thou. ^^
Hmmm.... My dream was about me getting pregnant and giving birth to the child. It's seems very real to me because I was wondering how I got my baby. And whose baby is that. I know definitely it's not from Mic. Well, out of sudden my stomach cramp and pain. So Mic fetch me to the hospital. I've delivered the baby. Everything seems so real. I saw my cute baby... But suddenly, there's a couple came in and took my baby away... I was so shocked and surprised. Why they took my baby away from me!!!! She is mine.... But later on I realize that I'm just helping them to get pregnant, give birth and THEY WILL TAKE AWAY MY BABY.......
This dream really drove me crazy.... How could it possible happen to me? I will definitely not giving my child away.....

A visit to SPCA on 31st August

This was my first visit to SPCA at Ampang. Nothing much to blog about SPCA. There's so much unwanted dogs and cats. Those lucky ones will be adopt. But those unlucky ones will put to sleep after few months. I'll adopt one when my sister in law moves out. I'm just waiting for her to leave coz she doesn't like pets.

Mei Mei - 4 yrs old Female
This is the dog that I intend to adopt ...

The last lecture

Recently there's a friend of mine reminded me about future. He asked me what future I want? I've been thinking hard about it lately. What future I want? What will I be after 5 years? Will I still be the same as now. Out of sudden, I just feel that I'm just wasting my time. What I've been doing lately? Shopping, Drinking, Hanging around with friends...No planning for future.

He seems like my wake up call. He encourage me to live a better life. He said life is short. Why we want to waste our time with unnecessary things. What he said is true. I shouldn't waste my time anymore. I should plan for my future.

He recommended me to read the book "The last lecture". This is the book on a professor who is dying and he gave his last lecture before he dies. It is really meaningful. When I was reading this book, my tears drop. I felt touch. Instead spending his last 3 months with his family, he spent his time on the lecture. He lectured about Joy of Life, how he appreciate his life even with so little of his own left. He talked about honesty, integrity, gratitude and etc.

Well, I haven't finish reading the book yet, but out of sudden I feel my life is really precious. What if a doctor told me that I've only 3 months of living. What will I do? How do I feel? Think about it and will let you know when I've got the answer.

Its been very long time since my last visit... sorry guys... lately I've been really really busy. and my emotions got really down. But luckily I've manage to handle it. Now I'm just waiting for the time to cure my broken heart.
well, where should I start to write about... Hmm... Finally JL got a new bf. I remembered I told her about YM giving up tis relationship because he felt insecure. He wants to have future and he knows that JL can't have any future with him. So he decided to let go... and that's the day JL accepted Victor. August 12th, Victor came to JL's new house and overnight there. Everything just happen in a split second.
Now I start believe on "FATE". No matter how hard you avoid, it will still come to you one day....

YM and JL

I feel very release today... at least all the worries are solved. After so many fuss and mess for this 1 year plus, finally Ym is not meant to be with JL. He is not JL's prince. Then who is? Victor? Really didn't expect that for all my friends, JL will choose Victor to be her prince... I know that its a difficult path for both of them, but as long as they are happy then tried to accept it.

Out of sudden, I really miss going out with YM. Although he seldom talks but when he talks, he will makes us laugh... Remember the time when three of us went to Old Town for yam cha. His jokes can makes us laugh all nights... His innocent looks and his innocent conversations sometimes will leads me and JL jokes about it... Really miss the happy moment with him... Will YM become my past tense in my friend's list? Or everything will remains the same...

JL told me that she also feel release about YM. she don't need to worry about her future with YM anymore... I'm just wondering don't she miss YM?

Penang Trip - 7th August & 8th august

Suppose our trip was to Sngpore, but last minute Leng Hong cancel it so we decided to go to Penang. As usual, I'm always the planner and organizer. Maybe due to I'm sick, I've no mood to plan anything at all. I don't even book a hotel at Penang. Thought that it wont be a peak season and definitely there will be a room for us...

Its been very unlucky for me the few days before the trip because I fell asick and Mic told me that if I still not yet recovered then I might have to stay back. That's also part of the reason that I didn't reserve a hotel room. I'm afraid that we ended up cancel the trip and stay at home. Well, after drinking tons of water and taking medicine on time, I thought that I'm cure. Happily packing my luggage, and suddenly I felt that my fever attacking me again. Without telling Mic, I decided to continue my trip. I thought that it should be ok if I continue to take my medicine and nothing will happen... So off we go...

Our first stop is at Ipoh. Ivan suggested that we should stop at Ipoh for a night and continue our journey the next morning after breakfast. So after meet up with Ivan, he brought us to few places to had our supper. as usual, he always likes to joke and play around. we chatted about our past in TN. Think back the past, I really wish that there's something that can turn back time. i really Miss the days in TN. So after had our braised chicken feet, ipoh's famous hor fun and fruit ice, we back to our room, clean ourselves and sleep.

Next morning, we woke up very early to have our dim sum for breakfast at Fou San Restaurant. Ivan said that we need to be there early or else there's no table to sit. We woke at 5.45am, prepared ourselves and waited for Ivan to come to fetch us. After breakfast, my fever start to attack me again. They advice me to see a doctor before heading to Penang. After a visit at a Guan Yin Temple, Ivan fetch me to clinic. We waited almost an hour for the doctor to come. I'm starting to get frustrated cause for some reason I have to reach Penang at 12pm.

Finally reached Penang at 12.30pm. Searching for hotel already pissed me off... I really don't understand why so many KL ppl loves to come PG... We've been search for almost 6 to 7 hotels, and its all fully book. JL and Jerry started to complains that they were feeling hungry, so I've no choice but to bring them for lunch... But in that area, where the heck I should bring them for lunch?

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Nothing special to blog about the trip... Just that after back home, really feels that everything is over... all our plans are done... and back to zero.... what's going to happen the next few months after this???

The Opera

I forgot when was my last clubbing with Chelsea. Since its been so long and I really need something to cheer me up, so decided to organize a meet up with bunch of friends to Opera... I really don't know I can be so crazy and so wild. Everyone was so shocked and even myself also got shocked. I knew I was not drunk.

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Genting Trip 10th July

Never regret for going up to Genting for world cup. Really enjoying myself and its a nice experience... Victor came to my house to wash his car in the afternoon while I was spending my time with Li Pei and checking my stocks... Later in the evening, we started our journey.

Reach Genting around 10.30pm. Spending our time in casino for around 1 hour. again, I was back to my old place for betting again.

I remember there was a young boy sitting besides me betting around RM3000. Just wonder where the heck he got all those money... dont he ever feel the pain of losing the money? well, after casino we went to Coffee bean. Yee En treat me for a cup of Black forest Mocha coz of he lose a bet from me over the WC.

After the delicious drink, we start queuing at the entrance for the WC match (Germany vs Uruguay). Its really fun watching WC with a huge crowd of ppl. You won't feel tired or sleepy eventhough its already 3 in the morning... after the match, had our breakfast at OLd town... by the time we reached back home was 7 am... Although its really tiring but its fun and enjoyable...

Bad time wif my best buddy

Recently I really don't know what happen to me and JL. we always argue a lot. Is it bcoz I interfere of her things too much edy... I dunno. Today again... Argue with her... I really don't know how rude I talk to her... or what. Evening when she called, we talking bout my house and I told her that Sifu told me that my house is very quiet. Should have some noise and people around... Well... I told her that sometimes they can come to my house for partying or chatting.... and she said born a baby la... Who don't know I don't like baby? Who don't know a family need kids? she knows that she will hurt me when she said it..

We continue to chat and suddenly she said that recently I was rude to her... and now she understand why my HUSBAND dun like and dun touch me??? She mention at least twice...Can you imagine this words coming from my best buddy mouth??? She said maybe she was too close to me so she wants to get back to her other buddy... ok.... first bout my baby... and now bout my husband treats me. I feel so hurt and upset.... really cant imagine she said things to hurt me.... I never in my life saying things to hurt her or upset her... and even I knew she was upset, I tried my best to make her smile again... That's friend really are... Isn't it?

Maybe I m not wearing mask on her nowadays... Just feel like she was my sister... and don;t need to pretend... but never knew that not wearing mask will have this kind of consequences... haiz.....

R.I.P to My 6 Puppies

On the 14th July 11pm, Cola finally gave birth to 6 puppies. We were so excited and happy for our new puppies... Suddenly received a call from my brother telling me that Cola was giving birth to 3 puppies... he said that cola was in pain... she finally manage to give birth and clean all her puppies by herself... and she protected them well...

Unfortunately, 25th July... received a call from my dad... telling me that 6 puppies has passed away. Why? We also don't know the main cause... I was on my way to Genting with JL when I received the shocking news. I really can't accept the facts that they really left us and Cola. Poor Cola.... she lost all her puppies... Although they left us, but its still remain in our heart... and its foreverrrr....

Fifa World Cup 2010

There's something I want to blog on these world cup... people might blog about the highlight on the matches, how many goals they score or even which player score the goal. As for me, I want to blog about my memories (sweet memories) which happen to me on the particular matches...

June 15 - New Zealand vs Slovakia

That day was the first match that JL watched with us... It was Victor's bday too. JL, Victor, Su May, Yee En and Millie was in my house. Everyone sat there busy eating while watching the worl cup match. Out of Sudden, my beloved JL shouted to Yee En, I want to bet with you. I take New Zealand... Later sure they score 1 goal. so Yee En Replied You xiao ar... 2 more minutes the match will be end. How to score? So JL went up to my room to bath... and out of sudden Yee En looked at me and asked me for JL. New Zealand really did score 1 goal at the very last minute.... what the hell.... JL never ever watch football... how come she knows that N.Z will get 1 score???

June 15 - Cote d'Ivoire vs Portugal

We continued watching the next match. By right, Portugal is much more better than Cote d'Ivoire. Everyone puts the bet on Portugal. But my beloved JL again, she told us that the Orange Shirt (Cote) is more "geng" than the White Shirt (Portugal)... End up for the 90 mins match, no one score a goal... and thanks to JL cause she predicted correctly... and from that day on Yee En called her as "witch", cause whatever JL predict Yee En will lose on the bet.... Poor Yee En...

June 16 - Spain vs Switzerland

That day I was alone, nothing to do and feel bored watching world cup alone. So I invited JL to come to my house to watch together. Well, she came. she actually bet with Yee En a cup of coffee bean. OMG.... She told me that she was taking Switzerland. Spain is world ranking no 2. Everyone thought that Spain will win... but... don't know whether Yee En was unluncky or Spain was unlucky.... Switzerland score.... Aikssssss..... JL was jumping up and down.... laughing so happily coz she really won a cup of Coffee Bean... Phew~~ Lucky for me, my bet was on Switzerland.... I won my bet.....

June 25 - Portugal vs Brazil

It was Chee Kin's birthday... CK invited us to his house to celebrate his birthday. Well, that day JL suppose to go to china so she kind heartedly lent her car to CK but ended up her dad cancel her flight. So, she was so afraid that CK will know about her staying back in Msia. Pity her... staying at home alone watching this match.... haha....

June 27 - Germany vs England

This year England performed badly. I'm so upset England actually lose to Germany. Aiks... I lose a lot in this match. Finally JL knows someone in a football match. Ozil from Germany... JL, remember your anniversary with Ozil yea... June 27. The day you met Ozil..... haha

June 29 - Paraguay vs Japan

Actually there's nothing much to blog about this match. Just that I felt so pity for Japan. They lose due to penalty kick. They really perform well but too bad they lose. I really feel sad for them.

July 2 - Netherlands vs Brazil

I never tried before watching world cup at mamak or coffee shop. So I've actually force Mic to fetch me together with Chee Kin, Victor and Yee En to Forum 19 at PJ, the largest projector in PJ. It was very fun and exciting... Everyone shouted GOAL and jumping up and down when somebody goals... But too bad for Brazil... They lose... How can they actually lose to Netherlands?? They can't even get in to SEMI- FINALs....

July 3 - Argentina vs Germany

I can't watch this match due to I was at Genting.... After England and Brazil lose, the only hope was on Germany... At least my Klose and Lahm still on the match.... I'm so excited when my brother called up and told me that Germany score 3 goals.... haha.... Keep it up germany!!!

July 7 - Germany vs Spain

Finally its semi final match and 3 of us, Victor, JL and me getting crazy. In the middle of midnight sneaking out to cafe to watch football. I lose alot on this match. I should have listen to the Paul the Octopus. He predicted Spain will win. But my lovely JL told everyone that why we want to an animal prediction. and my clever little brother bet RM100 on it.... aiks.... pity me.... pity Germany......

July 10 - Uruguay vs Germany

I can't watch Final at Genting, so I decided to went to Genting for this match... My brother told me that its very fun to watch WC at Genting and must experience it... Really... what my brother commented was true... I really enjoy it.... although we reach home at 7.30 in the morning.... I feel extremely tired...... but its worth......

July 11 - Final Netherlands vs Spain

Finally, its the end of world cup... Spain won... It's a very nice experience. This year WC, I've actually watch almost every match and now its gone... feel something missing in my life... feel bored and empty.... all I've to do is to wait for 4 yrs later... but what am I gonna be after 4 yrs? Will I still have time to watch WC?????

Genting Trip 03/07/10

Is it a night to remember? I don't know. But I knew that that's my first time sitting on the casino to gamble. It's fun especially when me and JL kept on peeping on each other which bet we were on, and we will bet the opposite ones. Supposingly I won RM50 but there's a devil beside me persuading me to bet another RM15, so I ended up won RM35. Moral of story, don't be greedy. Su May lost her hp and we've search for it almost 2 hours.
Everyone ended up with bad mood. JL was bad mood cause of her Richie. su May was bad mood cause her lost of hp and lose money at casino. Victor was bad mood cause he lose his money at casino and world cup bet... last but not least me... i was very bad mood. Why? secret... Well, everyone was remain silence till we were back to our own sweet home... suddenly I felt that days passed very fast... Think back about the time when JL and I were busy planning for this trip... and now everything was over.... I just can't believe that it's ended up a sad story... and everyone was having bad mood... >@<

Yesterday out of suddenly received a friend request from Chelsea. Yes... Is Chelsea. I'm quite shocked to received her request. After so many years we've lost contact, finally we get in touch back. I've message her but her replied was short and cold. She told that she accidently added me. Well, I'm disappointed for her replied. Maybe she didn't really want to add me at all....

My online business finally open... Le'anne Closet... tat's my baby's name. Hopefully my baby will success one day.... I will put all my efforts on it. I won't give up so easily coz it's my only baby... tat's 100% belongs to me only... 05/07/2010 its the day to remember....

Victor's bday on 15th June

Yes... we celebrated Victor's birthday on my 2nd day of my surgery. Yea... its just my 2nd day. But due to nobody celebrating with him, so I invited them to my house. Although I can't do anything special, but at least i've got the heart to invite few of them to come to my house, having dinner together and blowing candles.
Due to this birthday gathering, I've found out the truth on both friends. One of them was Su May. I don't know much about this girl. In the begining, I thought she was a very decent and good friend. Can be a very good friend to me. we shared secrets, laughters, tears and lots more. But the more I become closer to her I realize that she take things for granted. She is not the girl that I thought she is. Knowing that I can't do any cleaning, she didn't even wash her own plate after her meal. All she know was after dinner, she wants to drink. My whole bottle of bailey all gone.... finished by her. Aiks... Luckily I've JL. She helped me to do the cleaning. Without her, I think Mic will scold me for the rest of the week...
The other one was YM. I don't know why I'm so angry with him. Really angry. I've never been so angry with a person till a stage that I don't want to meet him and talk to him. He is so IRRESPONSIBLE. Why I said like this?

1) He didn't came for on Tuesday. Last minute when JL called him, he said he dun wan to attend. We prepared his food and he didn't turn up.

2) He forgotten to pass the present to Alice a few times. And when I asked him, he used quite a harsh tone and said he forgot.

3) He sent a sms to JL saying that he didn't come to my house because he doesn't want to see my friend. He just want to talk privately with JL. Meaning all the while I'm the BIG Light BulB to him.

4) I treated him as friend but he treats me as light bulb. Even he doesn't want to meet my friends, but he should come to visit me if he really treats me as friends.

5) HE DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN HIM AND JL. How can him not remembering JL's handphone number? What kind of guy is he???