Yesterday night received mother in law call... Below is the conversation that we both chat...

WF : 喂。。 妈？

MIL : 你今天有做工吗？

WF : 有啊。。

MIL : 手怎样？ 有痛吗？

WF : 一点而已。做完这几天就不用在做了。。

MIL : 要做。。。 开刀过后在做工。。。

WF : 要做。 我是说再这公司我做最后几天。。。

This was just the first part of the conversation. Frankly, I was so pissed off... She really thought that I don' want to work anymore. Does she really thinks that I want this to happen to me? Does she really thinks that I want o resign??? I force to resign... I don't want this thing to happen to me... Why she can't understand me??? Since the day I left my colleage, I start working. I never stop working till now... till my hand cause me problems... till my superior trying to force to resign... till I can't tolerate Francis.... Why can't she just understand my situation??? I should be happy and glad that she called... But I rather she didn't call....

Another 4 more days to go and Tiong Nam will be nothing to do with me.... I feel upset bcoz I will leave all my good colleagues but on the other hand I feel release... I really don't like going back there facing with some of my colleagues, superior and Francis, coz I knew that they are just wearing a mask. Hypocrite and selfish...

Well, as for my job. My superior wants me to handover to a new gal whom I don't really like. Furthermore, she don't understand English and she is a new. I really don't understand why he refuse to pass my work to Pija. At least she has more working experience than her. Haih... this world is so unfair....

Today JL has some misunderstanding with me. Yesterday I msn with her, telling her to call me today... Actually I just want to chat with her and also inform her about meeting with Alice tonight. Then in the afternoon, I called her ( Due to one of my colleagues forcing me to ask her about the beer thing) and she told me that she was very busy and will call me later... Waiting her call ... while busy with my work... and almost forgotten about her call... almost at 6, she called, and she told me what's up. So I asked her "Now only you free ar?" and she replied "Yea lar..." Automatically I replied "Aiyoh" and she said "Why you so demanding?" Maybe she thought that my "Aiyo" meaning that why she called so late, but actually I just pity her. Since after her lady boss was admitted, she was damn busy. In and out from the hospital and need to deal with her job.... Anyway, I m quite upset for this misunderstanding....

Chinese New Year is coming soon and as usual I will be busy baking my New Year cookies. Don't understand why all these years I'm still enjoy baking cookies... Went to Ms Tan 's house to discuss with her what's ingredients that we need and which cookies are we going to bake this year... Sitting there discussing and out of sudden both of us have an idea of selling the cookies with the help of My uncle. He was the one who helps me to sell the cookies last 2 years.

After discussing, Mic fetched me to took the oven from my mum's house and went to bought the ingredients... Tomorrow will be a busy day for me. We start our baking tomorrow onwards... Hopefully this year I can earn more profit.

Today Mr Low Suan Tee told me something that was really meaningful. He said that " Before leaving the house, We will look ourselves in the mirror. Make sure that we are looking good and also wearing a mask. We will not reveal our true selves to others. " I'm totally agree with what he said... We will never know who will really treat us good or bad. Don't know when he/she will betray you or even worst than that. ST Low really taught me a lot of things. He always advice me not to really trust on people and try to beware with those whom wearing a mask.

From my incident, I really know who is the one whom really treat me good and bad. No matter how well I treated them, they will not appreciate. In front of me, they will pretend to be nice but on the other hand they will try to use harsh words to ask me leave. I'm really disappointed.

Today I'm very disappointed and upset. I can't believe that they will treat me so badly... Who is they??? My company... Tiong Nam Logistic. After working with them for a year plus... trying to improve the outstanding PODs, they won't appreciate me. Instead they force me to resign due to my condition. My hand started to pain since early Nov. Every doc told me that I've over used my hand and need to be rest. I still continue working till the pain becoming worst and Doctor said that I really need 2 months rest and need to undergo physiotherapy. And when I told this to Pua, I know I'm going to be in HELL....

Francis called me up in the afternoon for meet up. And the first thing he told me was I'm not suitable for this job. WHAT THE HELL is he talking about??? After a year plus, he told me I'm not suitable. The worst thing was he told me to train a girl to handover work and I can go anytime by then... I'm very disappointed. When I stepped out from his office, I cried... I really can't control my tears rolling down to my cheeks. I know Pua didn't try to protect me. All my efforts were gone...

Unforgettable Taiping Trip~20092009

Went to Taiping with my bunch of colleagues on 20th Sept... Among all the trips that I went wif them, I felt most enjoyable and happy wif this trip. Maybe due to everyone of them cooperate well and no argument at all. But pity Ivan. He really exhausted for organizing this trip. He was the one who plan where to go, what to eat and what to buy. As for me, I'm their treasurer. Always busy paying the bills and counting the money...

If any guys out there planning to go to Night Safari at Ipoh... Please think twice... We went there on the first night and we saw nothing.... The place was so dark and without lights... We just passed by the cages and trying to look what's in there... but nothing there.... I guess all the animals were sleeping.

I really hope in future we can go out for trips like this.. Relax, fun and enjoyable...

KTV in Summit on 31/7/2009

Yesterday night went to Summit. Planning to go for movie with my bunch of colleagues. But our plans changed after arriving there. They decided to go for singing instead. As usual, me, Jerry and Tee will be in a group. While Lee Pei and Eric had become our victims on that night. We choose few songs and force them sing. The first song we make them sung was 勇气 by Fish Leong. We repeated 3 times. The first time was sung by me and Jerry but in the middle we heard Lee Pei and Eric singing. So we both passed the mic to them. They felt so shy to sing so we repeated that song and makes them sing again. After they finish singing, Tee requested to repeat it again and both of us sang again.

The second song was 对你有一点动心from Jeff Chang and Liew Jia Ling. Don't misunderstand yeea. Is not my best buddy Jia Ling... haha.... Jerry and I sang from begining till the end. And after that we passed the mic again to both of them and force them to sing again.

I enjoy myself very much and wish the time will just stop there. Because I know that after walking out from that room, I still need to face all my .....