Chelsea's Bday 101010

10 - 10 -10 was a day to remember. Coincidentally tat day were Chelsea's bday and also Jacinta's church wedding ceremony. I did attend for the 2 events. Feel weird why I didn't post Jacinta's church wedding ceremony? Because we weren't allow to take any photo on the ceremony. Don't ask me why cause I also want to know why. Well, I did left early and went to Chelsea's place.

We had our dinner at a Thai Restaurant near Look Out Point. I've wonder myself... how many of us been to Look Out Point? Frankly, I've been there only once... Long time ago when I'm still dating with Micheal. It's totally different now... Few restaurants and cafe... nice view.... So Chelsea and I took lots of photos...

Our day ended with beers at Laundry... I don't think I'm drunk coz I still remember what happen that night... Haha....

Finally I manage to spend some of my free time at here. Lately I've been very busy. Don't get me wrong. I'm not busy going out with my friends but busy going for therapy. Yea... I have to go therapy 4 days per week. 3 days for my spine and 1 day for my hand.

When I started going for spine therapy? Last week. I've been suffering from backache. At first, I thought that I just need some relaxing massage and everything will be fine. But I'm wrong. The pain was from bad to worst. Till sometimes I woke up in the middle of the night cause of the pain. And the worst thing was I couldn't walk much. So, my mum brought me to a chiropractic. He told me that I'm having scoliosis.

What's scoliosis? Scoliosis is a curving of the spine. The spine curves away from the middle or sideways. I just don't understand why I have to bare all these pains. First my hand, and now my spine. When can I stop suffering? Am I going to suffer till the end of my life?

A person who suffering from scoliosis...

Now I know why most of my friends are guys... Maybe I just dunwan to be get hurt anymore. I'm easily get hurt if they say harsh things to me. And I realize that all my guy frens will only bring laughter and joy to me.

July 6th, Chelsea approached me. October 13th, we argued again. Why? FB again. I'm being hurt. This time I really felt hurt. Why our friendship can't maintain long. Why everytime it will just lasted for 3 months and it will "puff" gone into the air.... Why? Why I've to be hurt everytime? Why everytime she have to be so self-centred? Why can't she consider of how I feel?

Alice posted on her wall today. She said that a strong person is the one who forgive and accept everything which happens around. I don't admit I'm strong but how many time I can forgive her? I just wonder... Last few weeks I read on a blog posting about friendship. What's friendship? she said Friendship is very subjective. You can either grab it or throw it away in a short time. And 'Hi' could start one, and a 'Bye' can end one. So what's the fuss worrying so much about what your friend's gonna do or had done ? You life wont end with less of them and wont blossom to max with hell loads of them either way. Quality over quantity in friendship. So ? Why upset yourself so much ?They're not worth it. Move on. Why waste your life on someone whom you no longer love ? Your life is precious, make it worthwhile. Enjoy the memorable sweet time you once had with that friend, smile, and then get over it. Come on, Friends are everywhere...Now I agreed of what she post....

I shouldn't stuck myself with why she treated me like this? I've better things to do... and don't cry over the spilled milk. Just let it pass... life still move on... This is what one of my friend Natata advised me...