Pass My Undang Exam...

I've made it... I really made it... I've pass my undang exam. Finally I've the urge to sit for the exam... All these while, I've been busy with my new business... I've put my driving course aside... Sometimes I even thought of giving it up... But lately, I've been very emotional... I feel that I'm too depending on Mic. I need to learn to be independent. So that I can do everything by my own...

Yesterday afternoon I've decided to sit for the exam by today. I called the learning center and told them I want to sit for the exam the next day... Frankly, I never study my undang at all. Since I've decided to sit for the exam, so I studied the whole day yesterday. I'm so afraid that I will fail my exam. I don't even dare to post on FB that I'm going to sit for the exam. I've even warn Mic not to post anything on FB.

Got my result... 44/50... Happily taking my result and heading to the center. I met with my instructor and he told me that I need to get my P license by Sept. OMG!!!! I've only 5 months to go... I haven't got my car modify... What am I suppose to do now?

I thought that my both parents will be supportive. Unexpectedly, my dad started to war again... Due to my Mazda 3, we've been arguing and having cold war for a week more... Till I surrender my white flag and told him that I accept his offer for using my dad's honda for temporary... Right now, I really need it and yet he is not really happy. He is still disagree for me to take up my driving lesson... Sighz... I know my dad is worrying about me...Today suppose to be a happy day for me and yet I don't feel happy at all... :(

I'm tired of the sort of people that use you when they want or need something and then screw you over once they have gotten what they want or need!!! This is what I've posted on my FB this afternoon. Why I said so?

Out of sudden, I feel humans are so realistic. When they need help or need, they will come to you but once they got the things they will not bother about you. Middle of last year CK need to borrow a car from Mic at least for 2 to 3 months. Frankly, I really don't mind helping him. I always thought that he is one of Mic's best friend. So I agreed to lend him the car.

In that period of time, we often hang out together. Never had any doubts on his personality. Till he got his new car. I'm not sure whether am I being sensitive or not... But I'm starting to get pissed off on his character... He totally stop calling us for meals and also rejecting every events that we've plan... The worst part was he don't even bother to reply my sms... Well... well... Now I really got to see his true colours... Think back the past, he was actually treated us like this ever since few years back when he need to stay at our house. After he moved out from our house, he also MIA for years. I'm so disappointed with HIM!!!!

Conversation with Ivan 02/03/2011

Just finish the conversation with Ivan regarding our latest hot topic over the Potato. He advised me not be to so angry and pissed off. There's nothing I can do to help Vic... so just leave it...

Our next topic was about saving MONEY... He claims himself that he loves money a lot... So I? asked him why. He said he will feels insecure without money. Well, I'm very generous about money... I need to admit that I spend my money without thinking... He taught me how to save some money for future and spend money wisely. He said I should start saving and bank in an amount of money every month....

IVAN, Thanks for your advice yea.... You have gave me a wake up call.... I will start to save my money starting from today!!!! Arigato!!!!!

March 2nd 2011

Today is just the second day of March but I feel that its the middle of the year. Many things happen since Jan2011. Lately I'm really busy with my business and right now I'm busy arraging forwarder to deliver my stock from BKK and China. I'll be flying again soon... real soon together with Chelsea and Mic. Really don't dare to think what will happen over there. Chelsea still can't forgive Mic over the argument bout Bridget.

This morning Victor sent a sms to me and JL. His sms really shocked both of us. Well, I've never had the chance to blog about Victor and his roomate. To cut the story short, Victor found out "someone" withdrawing money from his account in the middle of night. He was very sure that he didn't withdraw the amount of money. When I knew about it, I blame him for misplacing his wallet and adviced him to place his wallet under his pillow.

So now what happen was Potato tried to take his wallet while Vic still Sleeping. WHAT THE xxxx !!!! Why there's such a personon earth? Really can't believe Potato is a theif!!!!... I,m really mad and angry with him. How can he steal friend's money? If he has no money to eat or need somey for emergency, we will willingly to lend him. But right now, he steal it and spend it in club or etc. (enjoying himself with people's money) Such a jerk....

I'm just wondering myself, did he ever steal my money too???

Buffet Dinner @ Palace of the Golden Horses...

Mum suddenly called me in the Sunday afternoon inviting me for dinner together with Uncle Lim and family. Due to Elaine rest day, I need to close my shop early and off we go to the Palace of the Golden Horses.

Once we reached there, Uncle Lim told us that there's not much choices for the food and ask us whether we should stay or leave to a Japanese Restaurant. To create less trouble, my dad decided to eat there. Although not many choices, but the food there was delicious. I miss their coffee very much.

Uncle LIm left early with his family and we stayed a little longer for our photograph session. They really enjoy themselves and so do I...

My loving family...

CNY Celebration with TN colleagues

Finally CNY has come to the end. I need to get back to reality. No more outing. No more gambling. No more relaxing. Everyone got back to their life. This year my CNY celebrations were fun and exciting. I manage to celebrate with my parents on CNY eve and 1st day of CNY. Its been very long time I didn't celebrate CNY eve there. I'm very happy.

This year TN ex colleague gathering was a little bit different than last year. Ivan stayed at my house for a night. He was too lazy to drive down to KLang in the morning, so he spent a night at my place. We chatted for the whole night telling him my grandmother story... about Chelsea, my staff and etc... We did gossip a little... Hmm... wanna know what we gossip? Of course can't tell you guys lar.... Later you guys will beat us... Haha...

Next morning we have to rush to GM to open my shop and had bra-lunch with Wai Chaw and gang. Feel weird why they came to Klang for Bak Kut Teh? Out of sudden Jeremy message me and told me that he and Ivan Cha coming to my house on Saturday night. But ended up, Jeremy got pissed off with Ivan because he waited Ivan for an hour at a petrol station. He cancelled of the appointment and went home with disappointment. So we have no choice but to arrange a bra-lunch on the next day to patch them up again... Sighz... now I'm agree with W.C. Both of them really "small gas" de.

Jl and Victor reached around 3 pm together with Jerry. This year we were addicted to rummy. We played for almost few hours and decided to cancel off our Dong Zhan Shi (Temple) to continue our rummy Session. Happy moments always pass very quickly. Out of sudden, I felt emptiness and loneliness. Just wonder when will be our next gathering and next meet up. Esp Ivan Ng. Is difficult for him to come to Klang when he starts working....

My honey ~~ Long time din camwhore with her edy...

Victor purposely showed me the word of Calvin Klein.

Guess who is the cameraman???

Bonyoge to P'ng

Time flies very quickly. Is time to say goodbye to my brother... He is going back to Miri to continue his studies. Frankly, when he was just back from there I really can't get used to it. I felt that my parents gave all their attention to him and neglected me.

I argued with my dad very often and cried a few times. I blamed my brother for everything eventhough I knew it was not his fault. He was the victim too. My dad was too attached and control him. He has no freedom at all. Due to this reason, I was so frustrated but I told myself that everything will be alright when he goes back to Miri.

Now the time has come but I don't feel happy or relieved. Instead I feel abit lonely. Usually if I was alone, I will called him out to accompany me. Right now I have to wait for 4 months for him to come back...