A Little Things Bout Me ~ The Voice In My Heart (我的心声）

Monday, February 8, 2010

Everyone was not in the mood although CNY is around the corner... Everyone is busy preparing for CNY celebration but for us, we are busy arguing and preparing for my brother's Sarawak study trip. Really wish that I can be firm not to bother about them coz my dad I'm a devil to them . So let them to face the problems themselves.

I'm quite disappointed with my brother. After helping him so much, asking him to do me a favor and yet he can't do it. Everytime ask him for help, he will surely got lots of excuses and complains.

After gathering with Ivan they all on last Friday, I really started to miss "our" lunch session. LOts of laughters and jokes that can makes me cheer up. So, I told my brother to fetch me to TN to meet them for lunch. But with lots of reasons, he rejected me....

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Back from my parent's house. Today brought my brother to buy his 1st notebook. He decided to go to Curtin Uni, Sarawak to further his studies. Don't know why, out of sudden miss him alot. Really worried that he will hv problems over there. Worried that his friends will bully him and most important his things gone missing.

He is the youngest in the family and never left home before... I know that my parents will miss him a lot. Everyone in the house seems feels so down. Me too... Don't really want him to leave us...

Anyway, today I checked my bank account to check whether TN have bank in the money for me, and I felt so disappointed. They bank RM400 plus only... Not even half of my salary. Why treated me so badly? Everyone got their 1month bonus and for me, I just have RM400 plus....

Yesterday went out with Jerry and Eric. Went to eat Nasi Lemak at Bkt Tinggi. In the begining, we actually plan to have yee sang at KK, but everyone can't make it. So we change plan and avenue. As usual, Lawrence FFK again at the very last minute. This is the second time edy... Luckily Ivan and Victor join us. Then after our dinner, Ivan fetch me home. Thy came to my house for drinking and chatting till 1 am... As usual our main topic was gossiping others... Haha...Out of sudden I miss our lunch session. Hoping to join them for lunch this coming Monday... But I'm not sure whether my brother will fetch me over to TN or not...

Sunday, January 31, 2010

My Bday... Thanks to My colleagues

To all my colleagues... thanks for organizing such a great birthday surprise for me... I'm very happy and glad that you all celebrate my birthday... This year birthday was the best birthday that I've ever had.... Thanks again....

Here I would like to take this opportunity to thanks you guys:

Jerry : Thanks for organizing this whole thing... The surprise, the presents and the flowers... I knew that you are the one who plan for everything and bought those presents and gifts....

Ivan : Thanks for wrapping the gifts. Give you some credits for the wrapping... It’s very nice. Thanks for bullying me... and makes my face full of cream... I will remember it....

Vivian : Thanks for your hand made card.... It’s cute... and also your betrayal... I saw the video clip... I knew you also helping them to bully me....

Tee : Thanks for your betrayal... I trust you but you also one of them... Luckily I react quickly. Or else I will be worst....

Pua & Victor : Thanks for coming and the presents....

Lawrence & Eric : Thanks for coming.... Really glad that you both can make it. But can't believe you both applying those creams on my cheeks…

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Just back from Pyramid with Ivan, Jerry and Tee... Dropped by at TN to meet them, back to my office... recalled back those sweet memories. I really miss my job a lot. Miss my colleagues and my job. I realize that I still can't forgive Pua for not protecting me and force me to resign. I very hate him.

On the way to TN, Mic scolded me. Feel very upset for not understanding me. I've tried my best to bake the cookies all by myself, without asking him to help. I know Ms Tan did wrong. But why he scold me. Why he want to put the blame on me. I'm also the victim. Ms Tan is very terrible. She took 7 tongs of Cornflakes and 7 tongs of Cashewnut Cookies. All the ingredients paid by me and the worst is she want to charge me for the Pineapple tart cookies. Why I've such a friend? What should I do now??? Who can teach me????

On the way to Pyramid, received a sms from him

Mic : I know that you feel very unhappy with me that always want to control you. Sometimes is just that I just too care about you. You just put your friend above yourself. I just don't want you to suffer because of your friend.

My replied was ;

Me : I also feel very 心痛 about the cookies. But I really dunno wat to do. I really feel very bad now I din workn and can't bare your burden.

Me : I just want to tell you ... I'm sorry...

Ate Sakae Sushi , bought a shirt for CNY and drank a cup of Black Forest Mocha from Coffee Bean... and all of my stress was release. I really happy to go out with them... At least they can cheer me up...

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Mum's Bday

My mum’s bday today. Supposed to go to 六姑 house to bake cookies, but due to my hand pain and my lack of time, I’ve decided to cancel it. After having my beloved Grilled Chicken set lunch from Burger King, helping my brother to finished the puzzle that we bought for my mum with the help of Sok Him, my sis in law.

Finally P’ng came and finished up the puzzle and prepares myself for dinner with my parents and Uncle Lim and family. We went to an Italian’s restaurant at Bukit Raja. The dinner was great. I brought a red wine and a cake. Mic told me that they will have surcharge for the wine but they didn’t charge us… They were too kind…The food was great too. I think I will go there again if I have a chance. JL, reminds me to bring you there ok?

Mum's bday present

I think he was cursing me like hell for not helping him...

Mum's bday cake

My family

Uncle Lim's family and My Family...

Farewell to my TN colleagues....

Finally, the day has come... and I've really need to leave TN. I thought that I will feel happy but deeply in my heart I really feel upset. When I ran through the report for the whole year on 3 pm, I was quite happy with the result. My outstanding D/O was less than 15 D/Os but on Dec 2009, its increase till 98 D/Os. After saying goodbyes to everyone of them, I went dinner with M.Leng, S.Ting and Linda. Went to nearby Pizza Hut, ordered our food and chatted nicely... We talked about those days at TN, how I was get bullied by my seniors and how I improve my monthly D/O outstanding. After 7.30pm I went out with Jerry and gang. Before I'm officially left TN, Ivan went to Ita's pc and played the song 朋友 from Emil Chou for me. I sat in front of the pc and I cried for a while. I really miss them a lot.....

We went to Sunway for buffet steamboat... and the restaurant was sucks... Can't remember the Restaurant's name coz I knew that I will never go there anymore. Again Vivian was unhappy again. Maybe she was angry with us. Jerry and Ivan refuse to celebrate her birthday on the coming Monday. They didn't even buy a cake. I feel quite bad about it because on my birthday they planned and gave me lots of surprises, presents and flowers. I have persuaded them but no one of them refuses to listen to me...

After dinner, Tee and Doren decided to come to my house for drink. While on the way back, everyone was very quiet. And I don’t know whose idea it was to on the music 友谊万岁. All those good memories flash back on my mind. I knew that the next morning when I wake up, everything will back to zero. These 17 months was a dream to me… A very sweet dream…. Guys… 我会永远把你放在我心里